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- Name: Kristina (Please do not call me this)
- Birthday: Aug 29th
- Gender: Lady
- Sexuality:it is so hard to write straight after bride wrote cake
- Height: 5’1 or maybe just 5
- Time zone: EST
- What time and date is it there: 27th august, 1:03PM
- Average hours of sleep I get each night: 4 to 6, like clockwork, then i sleep for 10 hours when I can.
- OTPs: prussia/austria is pretty much all I care about lately.
- The last thing I Googled was: …[CENSORED]…for RP…
- First word that comes to mind: ….Frootloops
- What I last said to a family member: “Stop eating things off your foot” in response to my dog who is the only one home today with me.
- One place that makes me happy and why: I don’t think I’ve found this yet lol…Maybe the beach at wintertime.
- How many blankets I sleep under: just one.
- Favourite beverage: Chocolate milkk
- The last movie I watched in the cinema was: …Guardians of the Galaxy with my good friend! I loveddd it!
- Three things I can’t live without: Wifi, my tablet, my dogs.
- A piece of advice for all my followers: All of things in life (happiness, travel, change, etc) are just decisions you have to make for yourself.
- You have to listen to this song: WELL it’s spanish so…but I’m thinking of my grandfather today and this is the song he’d sing for my grandmother a lot even when he was in the last stages of Alzheimer’s disease.
- My blog(s): I have a blog roll
|Anonymous said: are you feeling better, Assby?|
I’m sure I will later on today, I had a great weekend but a bad night. let’s take this moment to update you all on my ongoings/semi-hiatus announcement.
|hetalian4ever said: I saw your beautiful stress doodles, and I stress one shot-ed. *clears throat* Little Teutonic Knights woke with a frightened cry, thrashing in the covers as his bedroom door slammed open. Without a word, Germania went to the aid of his frightened son and gathered the white haired boy close. Gilbert sobbed in a totally unawsome way, clinging to his Vati's shirt tightly. "What did you dream about, Gil?" Germania asked. "I dreamt you weren't real!" Gil sobbed. "Say you're real, Papa." TBC|
"Say it." Gilbert’s tears continued to fall. "Please." Germania didn’t answer, nearly pressed a kiss to his son’s red face. He knew he couldn’t lie to his son. His mighty reign was ending. He simply couldn’t lie to his boy when he knew that one day soon, he would fade away forever. END
hun/pol, sharing a meal, maybe?
I’m sorry it’s so wrong. or: in which poland’s too trusting
Hungary paused brushing her hair and cocked her head to the side, staring at herself in the mirror. The silence wasn’t any different than moments ago, but suddenly it made her uneasy. As Poland’s long-time friend, she was very sensitive to that kind of silences when he was somewhere in the vicinity. And sometimes also when he wasn’t.
I find it really anxiety inducing and unwanted 100% of the time and lately I’ve been seeing an increase in them and it’s really bad timing because I am not feeling well and I am stressed out. Please send me a brief ask instead. I might be slower to respond to them but I do get to them eventually.
EDIT: I realize that in hindsight this kinda sounds a little cold.If I have talked to you a few times and if you have something you know isn’t troubling in a way to say, feel free to send me fanmail. I recognize that sometimes I get really kind fanmail from people which I’m grateful for, but in general, whenever I get fanmail, I’m either being harassed/attacked, stalked, begged for free art/friendship, being told really personal stories that I am helpless to respond to, asked really invasive and intrusive, often rude questions and so much more. Asks at least give me an email preview that I can look at and prepare myself before hand and decide if I am ready to answer them or not. Fanmails don’t provide this and leave me having to risk my self and current mood to read. I’m currently struggling to deal with a lot, and what good moods I have, I want to protect from well meaning, but misguided people clamoring for my attention in unhealthy, unfair ways.
I’m sorry to be asking this during such awful times, but I need help.
First of all I want to apologize for not being very active lately and not responding much. Please be assured I treasure and appreciate every message!
Truth is that things have been very bad irl for me, and I am incredibly sorry that I have to bother you peeps for support again since I did that before already, but I am at the end of my rope and before things get even worse I am turning to you for help. It is hard for me to talk about a lot of personal things openly, my apologies for keeping things very brief. I am really struggling financially and am in a very bad mental place at the moment, and I have no family for support, or any kind of support net to speak of, so you guys are the only people I can turn to. I haven’t been able to afford proper food and my medication for some months, and it makes things very difficult. Again, sorry for keeping things so brief, I understand if you find this suspicious.
Unfortunately I’m dealing with a persistent artblock and still have to finish a few commissions, and I would rather not take any new ones until I’m done with the old batch. So this is why I can’t take commissions. My bad situation might be contributing to my art rut, so when things get better, it will hopefully go away.
If you are able to send a little money my way, I would be incredibly grateful!
If I could reach 50€ (about 67$) it would help IMMENSELY.
There is a Paypal button at the top of my sidebar.
Please ONLY donate if you can afford it, and please don’t feel bad if you can’t! I understand completely, a lot of people are struggling lately, and your own needs and safety have priority. If you can signal boost this post, that would be very sweet.
I apologize if this post is all over the place. Thank you so much for reading, please have a good day!
NSFW blog has been updated, link is tucked away on my blog somewhere for those who have missed it.
|honeytreebee said: hi there! i was wondering if you used paintTool SAI for your art program. if you are, that'd be so great because you might be able to help me. i'm trying to download texture packs for SAI and apparently you have to manually put them into the program somehow and I'm really just not sure on how to do that. if you have textures on your SAI (if you even have SAI), like noise, noise & spread, etc. how did you get them? a big thank you if you can help me!! \U v U/|
well first you gotta open up your sai folder and put them in the right place
I’m not sure what Blotmap is exactly? I’m gonna assume it’s pen paper texture, but I have all of them the same.
Here’s a .rar of all my textures btw!! I think there’s a limit to how many you can add to sai, though.